September 16, 2003
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errrrrrrrrrrrrrr i've been sitting here at work for 2.5 hours and have done literally nothing...i'm not even motivated to organize personal stuff...who determined humans were meant to sit in contained environments for hours, days, weeks, months, years, decades on end??? i've been reading some messages from this techie dev list on all the incidences of ppl playing games hours on end and how detrimental it is to their heath...even fatal at the most extremes...
mind you, i'm not so engaged with work that i forget body and soul for 74 hrs straight, but all this has to build up, yes? i'm already bad enough that work takes up so much of my life. Figure that I work 60 hours a week, 10 hours of out of office computer time, 49 hours sleeping = 70%...plus 14 hours eating, 10 hours commuting...only leaves 17 hrs......that means i should make the absolute most of those 17 hrs...wow...that sucks
is a 2 hr movie worth part of my precious 17 hrs...or more sleep? a good chunk of that is spent partying...maybe i should cut that down...or just spend it zoned out in front of tv???
maybe the real root of my frustration (besides the lack of caffeine this am -- what the heck am i thinking?) is my annoyance with ppl in the office...i wish i was in a more dynamic environment...i thrive on interaction and this isolation is just bringing me further further down the black rabbit hole...
state of affairs at 11:41: f'ing frustrated = slate
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