November 13, 2003
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what is the culmination of everything i've been doing lately...finding distractions to make me feel better. i realize i need to get myself to the next level...whether that be grad school or my next level at work...or ??? i gotta stick w/ something and get good -- between working, reading, watching, volunteering...ahahahaha i need focus...
btw------------------------------believe this---------------------i got a freakin' raise at work!?!?? what the f***? if you've followed my woeful tale of my uttermost disatisfaction with many-a-thing in life including my place of employment, this does not make sense. i should also point out, if they have freakin' told me this was in the works (as it let on to be since the summer), I MIGHT BE A LITTLE FREAKIN' HAPPIER AND UNDERSTANDING ABOUT CRAP...
so i find out from my b*tch of a boss and i know she's like, oh here's a surprise, now you must grovel at my feet and btw the way thanking me isn't enough, but i expect flowers and some sort of handmade seat warmer. damnit and in the meantime all i wanna do is fine another freakin' company that's not gonna be underwater in a few years...
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeshshshhshshehshhehshhshshs
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