November 18, 2003
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as you sit and wait and wonder how the world works. what shall my topic of life be this crazy racy tuesday evening...someone asked me if i was ok and that they worry about me and wonder if i am lonely. but yet i am alone tho i have never really been. i grew up an only child and have ever since craved the acceptance of family as i experienced only with the grandmother that took care of me without any conditions who kept me together.
yes, it was difficult to live up to her standards -- the standards of a socialite in her hey day that tried to keep the facade up in a new environment in a world not her own without the husband who took care of her in her fragile state. to bear the cold cold winters of a existance contrasting to the tropics and yet this country afforded her and her children and her grandchildren so much more.
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