March 2, 2004
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i've been so extremely sleepy lately...my normal routine is to stay up til very very late at night...sleep a few restless hours and get through the day...usually, the grogginess doesn't hit until 4 PM...but this week -- eeps...sleepy as soon as I'm up...falling asleep at desk by 10:30...what is wrong...
is it the weather? allergy season is soon...needs to start poppin pills...the warmness is nice...or is it lack of motivation? ha ha! the root of many-a-problem for our dear hey_kitty_kitty.
so, i was to make a big decision last Wednesday; ash wednesday no less...no ashes for me tho. so i based my next plans on whether or not i got a promotion at work. if i get one, i focus on getting another job; if i don't, i focus on going to grad school.
of course what happens during my review? i didn't get one that day, but i will in 2 weeks -- stupid HR issues around annual review.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how can that be? does that mean i did get it, but technically not that day so I should focus on school??? it was an arbritrary timing to get me to finally decide...but sheeeesh!
this is why i'm so all over the place.
so i did send my first resume out...guess we'll see...i've also started researching programs...even something to get me in the school mode.
ack ack ack...
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