a far off land
would you want to live far far away, or right next to home? i'm born, raised and bred chicago, and i miss it dearly. they say you can never go home, but i see my life more fulfilled if i was home.
i never regret, but i also make sure i don't put myself in situations where i will regret. so, i need to get back to chicago in the next two years...
before that tho, i being tug at the skirt by new york. can i freaking afford to live in that crazy-forsaken town? better now that before or later i suppose. when i came to DC 3.5 years ago, i was beyond social...i wish i was social w/ a purpose, but nevertheless i would go out ALL the time...then, just before the crash, i *made sure* i was going out 6 out of 7 nights a week. now i've crashed and am a hermit. will i be a hermit in NY? will NY make me bitter? i have friends there, but i'm already bitter towards some of them, so what kind of life would i lead there...maybe work will be so fast-paced and exciting and i will make new friends...hmmmm
anyway, this could be the lack of sugar talking...gwyneth paltrow didn't eat white flour or sugar for 3 years...can i pull off the same? sugar sugar sugar
posted by nee @ 9:46 AM
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